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  Bloodchild

  QuickSilver Codex Part 3

  Kallysten

  Five days. That’s how long Vivien has to prepare for the first of three magic duels against Rhuinn, the usurper king of Foh’Ran. She challenged him to the duels not because she wants the throne, although it is her birthright, but because she blames him for the death of Brad – one of her bodyguards, and the man she loves.

  Except that Brad is alive again… or the next best thing. His brother Aedan, rather than losing him, broke all customs and made him a vampire like himself, a decision that might cost him dearly when his own Maker confronts him.

  Vivien’s joy over not losing Brad, however, might have to be hampered when Aedan’s disapproval of their relationship takes a new turn. Brad’s new vampire instincts are strong, and his hunger for blood is hard – if not impossible – to control. The two brothers swore an oath to protect Vivien, but one of them might be the greatest threat to her safety… at least for the next five days…

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  Copyright © 2015 Kallysten

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  The right of Kallysten to be identified as the Author of the Work has been asserted by her in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.

  First Published 2015

  All characters in this publication are purely fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

  Edited by Mary S.

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  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Epilogue

  Excerpt

  About the author

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  CHAPTER ONE

  Awakening

  When the sound first came from the bedroom, Vivien’s head snapped up and bumped the wall behind her. She didn’t even notice. She’d been sitting on the stone floor for so long that her whole body felt as deadened and numb as her heart and mind did.

  A little earlier—or had it been hours already?—Doril had come up to ask if Vivien was ready for her dinner. Vivien had only been able to look at her blankly. Food felt unappealing in the extreme, as did doing anything except waiting for Brad. She should have been hungry; she hadn’t had anything since coffee at breakfast, and it seemed like weeks had passed since then. It had been a long, painful day.

  The cook left, then returned with a tray of hot tea, toasted bread, and roseberry jam. At her gentle but unyielding urging, Vivien bit into a piece of toast, but the berries had lost their sweetness and all she tasted was grief.

  Roseberry on bread had been one of the very first things Brad had given her to eat when she’d returned to Foh’Ran, telling her that, as a child, she’d loved the berries. As for the tea, it didn’t even begin to warm her. She forced herself to drink it all to satisfy Doril, but if anything, the herbal taste deepened her pain. Anabel, her late elderly aunt, had been a tea drinker, and the grief Vivien felt from her passing was still a fresh wound, easily reopened.

  The day had left Vivien wrung out, emotionally as well as physically. Her twentieth birthday would be one she remembered, but not for good reasons. She’d seen little of the celebrations Rhuinn, Foh’Ran’s ruler, had organized for her; she’d been too busy accusing him of murder and challenging him to a duel to care much about what was going on around them.

  It wasn’t their confrontation that had left her so numb, however, nor the extent to which she had used the Quickening, the strange, magic-like force she was still learning to wield.

  Brad, the man she loved, had died today. Vivien felt like a part of her had died with him. Her chambermaid had drawn a knife on him while Vivien stood in the next room, unaware. When the traitor had run, Brad had urged Vivien to go after her and retrieve the heirloom she had stolen, hiding from Vivien how hurt he was.

  Every time she closed her eyes, she could see him the way she’d found him when returning from her chase: lying on the floor of her chambers, blood pooling beneath him, his brother Aedan kneeling at his side. Dead.

  However, if the muted voices rising from the bedroom door were any indication, he’d awakened again—awakened as a vampire. She still didn’t know much about vampires or what it meant to become one, but Brad would still be there, and that was all that mattered.

  Her heartbeat accelerated as she pushed herself up to her feet, teetering when her leaden legs threatened to buckle under her. She held herself upright with a hand against the wall behind her. Her eyes remained trained on the door, waiting for it to open.

  Aedan, Brad’s twin brother, had asked her not to come into the room, but to wait for them to come out to her when Brad was ready. If Aedan had had his way, Vivien wouldn’t even have been allowed to wait in the hallway.

  How could she have gone to her room and rested like he had requested right after telling her Brad would awaken at nightfall? In her mind, every time she thought of Brad, all she could see was his pale face, his closed eyes, his lips flecked with blood.

  She needed to see that he was all right. She needed to feel his arms around her, to hear his voice say her name. She needed to chase away the pain that had ripped her heart apart the moment she first saw his inert body. Maybe, then, the guilt that choked her would abate at least a little.

  She still couldn’t make out what the voices inside were saying, but the mere knowledge that one of them was Brad’s warmed her better than the tea had. Waiting the last few moments might have been the hardest thing she’d done all day.

  At last, the door opened. For a second or two, Vivien wasn’t sure which of the twins was looking at her with such a grave expression. Until now, Aedan’s metallic eyes had given him away, but would it still be true now that Brad was a vampire too?

  “Dame Vivien,” he said, and those two words were enough for her to know it was Aedan.

  She didn’t wait for him to add anything and stepped forward instead.

  “How is he?” she asked, her heart in her throat. She tried to look around Aedan but couldn’t catch sight of Brad. “Can I see him?”

  Aedan raised a hand toward her, palm out, a request to slow down. His sleeve was rolled up, she noticed, and two small wounds, round and bright red, closed but fresh, marked his wrist. They looked like a set of bite marks, a set of fangs.

  “Please be patient. He’s still awakening, and he needs to feed. It would be better if you waited until morning—”

  She shook her head. “No way. I want—I need to talk to him now. I need to know he’s okay. Please.”r />
  She and Aedan had clashed about many things in the past couple of weeks since she had met him, and she could tell already that this would be one more point of disagreement. Why would he want to keep Brad from her, though? Even if he disapproved of their relationship, he had to understand how she felt.

  He held her gaze for a few seconds before turning back to look inside the bedroom. When he looked at her again, his expression had tensed even further, if that was possible.

  “All right,” he said very quietly. “Just… be careful, Dame Vivien. Please.”

  She wasn’t sure what he meant by that, but she didn’t have time to give it much thought. He stepped out of the way to stand at her side, and at last she could see Brad. He came out of the bedroom, the faintest of smiles on his lips. Vivien’s eyes prickled, and she smiled back at him.

  When he stopped, she crossed the last, intolerable few inches and threw her arms around his neck. She could have wept when his arms closed around her, pulling her tight against him. Next to them, Aedan made a sound, almost like a hiss, but she couldn’t have cared less what he or anyone else thought. She’d been so sure she’d lost Brad… To have him back was heaven.

  “I’m so sorry,” she blurted out, burying her face against Brad’s neck. “I should have stayed with you, helped you. I shouldn’t have run after her and left you alone.”

  Brad pressed a kiss to her temple. His lips felt cool.

  “Don’t be sorry,” he murmured. “I asked you to go, didn’t I? You had to get the insignia back.”

  He turned rigid against her and pulled back ever so gently until their gazes met. She felt a pang when she noticed that his eyes had turned the same metallic silver as Aedan’s. She already missed their noon-sky blue.

  “You did get the QuickSilver insignia back, right?” he asked, his voice lower. “Without it—”

  She raised a trembling hand to his face and pressed two fingers to his lips.

  “I did. Everything’s fine; don’t worry about that.”

  She had reclaimed the insignia from the would-be thief who had mortally wounded Brad, but everything was far from ‘fine.’ He didn’t need to hear about her trip to Rhuinn’s palace now, however. He’d know soon enough which path she’d chosen. For now, all that mattered was him.

  “How do you feel?” she asked. “Are you in pain?”

  She glanced down to his abdomen, where he’d been hurt. He must have changed clothes because there was no trace of blood on his shirt that she could see, nor was it ripped.

  “I’m fine,” he murmured, pressing the words against her fingers like kisses. When she dropped her hand, he leaned closer again, his arms tightening around her waist. “Just hungry.”

  Vivien licked her lips as his mouth approached hers, her eyes already fluttering half-closed. Before they could kiss, however, Aedan cleared his throat and said a single word.

  “Bradan.”

  Brad jerked back, his arms falling away from Vivien, his face turning to Aedan.

  “We should go find you something to eat if you’re hungry,” Aedan continued, his voice quiet but suffering no rebuttal.

  Inclining his head, Brad pulled completely out of Vivien’s embrace. She tried to cling to him, to no avail.

  “Wait, not so fast! He just woke up. Give us a moment.”

  Aedan’s eyes remained on Brad as he answered her.

  “I did, Dame Vivien. He really needs to feed. And maybe you ought to rest. There’s a lot we’ll need to talk about in the morning. A lot of decisions for you to make, too.”

  She knew that only too well, but she’d mourned Brad today, before Aedan had told her what he’d done. Then she’d waited for him to return to her, a tiny part of her still incredulous about the whole vampire thing. Now Brad was back in front of her, and Aedan was already trying to take him away.

  Brad must have guessed she was about to argue further, because he brushed his fingers to her arm with the briefest of touches and brought her eyes back to him.

  “Vivien,” he murmured, and he infused her name with the same love as always. “We’ll have time. I’m not going anywhere. I promise.”

  A tiny, childlike voice inside Vivien wanted to protest that yes, he was going somewhere, wasn’t that what Aedan meant by going to find something to eat? Anywhere out of her sight was already too far. She could hardly begrudge him his food when he was hungry, however—even if she wasn’t sure she wanted to know what kind of food it would be.

  “Of course,” she murmured, struggling to offer him a smile when what she wanted was to wrap him in her arms again and never let go. “I’ll… see you in the morning, then?”

  Returning her smile, he nodded once before heading down the hallway. Aedan started to follow him, but he hesitated and looked back at Vivien.

  “I have to go with him,” he said, sounding troubled.

  “Sure. Go ahead.”

  “But we shouldn’t leave you alone.”

  She rolled her eyes at him.

  “And who do you expect will attack me while you’re gone? Doril or Elver?”

  Doril, the cook, and Elver, the groundskeeper, were the only two other people in the castle, and both were elderly. She doubted either of them had a violent bone in their body. Besides, now that she thought of it, Vivien realized she didn’t know whether age had anything to do with channeling the Quickening. She’d have to ask Brad. He’d taught her a lot already, but she still had many things to learn—including being more wary of people she’d just met.

  She hadn’t suspected her chambermaid until she’d drawn a knife on Brad. Loree had seemed like such a sweet girl. And she was so young, too. How could she have killed someone like this, without a sliver of hesitation? The mere thought of it reawakened Vivien’s anger—and at the same time, chilled her to the bone.

  “Dame Vivien,” Aedan started, but she thought she knew what he would say.

  “I’ll lock myself in my room,” she cut in. “And if someone calls in the Passing Room, I won’t let them through. Satisfied?”

  With the shields set over the castle and its grounds, the Passing Room was the only way for strangers to come in, and only with permission.

  Aedan inclined his head, and she thought she even heard him whisper a word of thanks before he hurried after Brad, who was waiting for him at the end of the hallway. Vivien watched them go, her smile all but forgotten as her heart tightened painfully.

  Brad was back, he looked fine, he’d held her as closely as ever and looked at her with the same love that always made her want to kiss him.

  So why did she still feel like she had lost him?

  CHAPTER TWO

  Hunting

  Heading out of the castle and into the night, Bradan stilled mid-step, his mind and body reeling from the sudden influx of sensations.

  Ever since he had awakened, he’d been aware of the scents permeating the air, the quiet noises that broke the silence of the castle, the minute texture of everything he touched. All of it had felt familiar, though. Different because it was so much more intense than he was used to, but familiar. The childhood bedroom in which he had awakened held no secrets for him, and when he’d hugged Vivien, while her scent and the feel of her in his arms had never seemed so entrancing, she’d also felt like coming home.

  When he stepped outside of the castle, however, the familiarity disappeared. Everything felt new, from the caress of a light breeze on his cheek to the scents it carried to how clear everything was around him despite the darkness. Even Aedan’s hand, resting on his shoulder, felt different. It reminded him of Passing Through to Earth the very first time when he’d been a child. Everything had been foreign, strange, and even scary. He’d had his mother at his side to guide him, then. Today, he had Aedan.

  Turning his gaze to his brother, Bradan raised his eyebrows in a silent question. Aedan had mentioned finding food, and Bradan could guess what that entailed, but somehow he needed to hear it from Aedan.

  “Do you need me to hold your hand?�
�� Aedan said with a slight teasing grin. “You know what to do. Follow your nose. Your instincts will tell you the rest.”

  Without thinking, Bradan looked back at the castle behind him. That was where his instincts were telling him to go: to Vivien. From the second he had awakened and heard her heartbeat, something within him had been pulsing with his need for her. His need for her body, but also her blood.

  The last thing he wanted was to hurt her, but he couldn’t deny, at least not to himself, how good she’d smelled in his arms and how much he’d craved her warmth.

  “No,” Aedan said, and the teasing was gone from his voice. “When I said instincts, that wasn’t what I was talking about.”

  Bradan’s head jerked as though he’d been slapped. He looked at his brother; in the twilight, Aedan’s eyes were two pools of silver. Bradan wondered what his own eyes looked like. He didn’t bother to protest. Aedan had been in his place before, and no doubt he knew what was going on in Bradan’s mind. And even without that experience, the twin bond they shared had to convey Bradan’s needs clearly enough.

  “The woods?” he asked, subdued.

  Aedan gave him a short nod, then said, “Go ahead. I’ll be right behind you.”

  A most unpleasant realization slid over Bradan: Aedan wouldn’t be behind him because he was watching his back. He’d be behind so that he could remain between Bradan and the castle. Between Bradan and their dame. His own brother did not trust him anymore, or at least not with Vivien’s safety.

  And maybe Aedan was right. In truth, Bradan wasn’t sure he trusted himself. He certainly didn’t trust his instincts.

  When he started to run, it was as much to escape that disquieting thought as it was to go hunt and satisfy his hunger.

  He’d been a jogger for years, having picked up running at the same time Vivien did so he could keep a close watch on her. If it had been up to him, however, he’d have far preferred running races and having to surpass adversaries than running solely for exercise. Tonight, he ran as fast as his legs would allow, and had to laugh when it only took him seconds to reach the woods. He’d known, abstractly, that vampires were fast. He’d even seen Aedan run a few times. He’d never realized the extent of that ability, however, until he experienced the exhilaration of speed for himself.